My heart is breaking tonight.
Tom and I used to play Pachelbel Canon together on piano.
I've been looking up youtube videos of Canon.
I have an exam at 8am. T-7 and a half hours.
I should be studying.
I can't.
Tom is clouding my head.
Ya know, I've been thinking. This little crush I have on that other guy?...I think we called him Jake...yeah, I think it's a good thing.
It's only making me miss Tom more.
So much more.
Ugh.
Maybe not such a good thing...it's painful.
I can't wait till he comes home.
97 days.
97.
Ooofda.
So close.
I can't wait to be with him again.
I can't wait to be done missing him.
I can't wait to throw my arms around his neck and breathe him in.
I can't wait to laugh with him.
I can't wait to tease each other.
I can't wait.
I am so in love, it's a little ridiculous.
But completely wonderful.
97 days.
97.
you got this girlie! Yes the days (nights especially) seem long but in the end they will be well worth it. Just imagine how much excitement you will have when you see him after two years....
ReplyDeletesaw these and thought they might cheer you up!
"My name is slowly but surely crawling up that list... :)"
" I just got off the phone with my boyfriend's dad. After talking for like 20 min, he was like, "Alright, I'll let ya go before it gets awkward trying to keep your father-in-law entertained...oops! Freudian slip! I'm not yet." I just told him I liked it! haha :D"
"I am officially a senior in the waiting game today! Woot!! only 1/4 left!!"
We love you & are here for you through the thick and thin! Keep your chin up girlie...97 days-you so got this girlie!
You can do it! You're strong!
ReplyDeleteI was so happy to read this post!!!! it's so much happier (albeit sad cuz u miss him so much) but so much happpier than the ur recent ones. Be happy an u will see him sooo soon! Only 97 days! =]]]
ReplyDeletethat had to be great feeling!
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