Ten Percent

I plan on pulling an all-nighter tonight...I am {incredibly} behind on homework.

And by homework, I mean research.

I have three research papers due at the end of the semester. My shortest is required to be ten pages long, the longest requirement is 20. I have yet to really start research on any of them. And before you begin lecturing me, YES, I have known about them since the beginning of the semester...it's my own fault I'm behind.

But at the same time, it's not my own fault. I am blaming it on Thomas.

It sucks. It's to the point now, where we are so close, that all I can think about is his return. I cannot focus on anything for the life of me. As soon as I sit down to read, I'm lost. I end up reading the same page a dozen times because I can't retain anything - I'm not actually reading anything. I'm staring at the page, daydreaming.

So it's not that I have been procrastinating. That's definitely not the case.
I've tried to research...I've just failed at it.
So I've gotta crack down tonight.
An all-nighter is mandatory at this point.

But now, when I should be researching, I'm blogging.

I'm blogging because I can't focus anyway.

I am so consumed by him.

Man I love him.

I cannot wait until he comes home.

Oh, by the way, we're down to 10% only.

That's right. :)