Today has been a great day!
It was Mother's Day...and you know what that means??
Thomas got to call home!!!
And man, oh man, was it an amazing phone call.
I didn't think I was going to get to talk to him because I wasn't able to go home this weekend. I stayed on campus because it's the last weekend of the semester. But, lo and behold, about 7pm, a number came on phone. The area code was 208...definitely not anyone from around here. My heart fell to my stomach with anticipation and excitement - I knew it had to be Thomas!
Oh it was sooo wonderful to hear his voice again! My hear melted. We talked about the most random things, and laughed lots and lots. And then, I just had an urge - I felt I had to tell him about my phase. I felt very strongly not to wait until he came home, but to advantage of being able to talk to him. So I told him. My voice was shaking, and the tears were flowing, I was so scared of his reaction.
But, let me tell you, I have the world's most amazing boyfriend. He was so wonderful about the whole thing, so understanding. He was upset, yes, but glad that I had figured things out and also glad that I had told him after I had figured things out, instead of during my, well, let's call it experimentation...hahaha.
So, things are great. Things are wonderful. Now he can home and everything can be just wonderful. There won't be a cloud hanging over us. And after talking to him today, I am even far less worried about things being different between us. Man, we laughed SO MUCH. Just talking on the phone, gosh, everything is just the same. We are such dorks together. He is still silly, and crazy, and fun. And at the same time, an incredibly spiritually strong man, which is exactly what I want and need. Talking to him, my heart was on fire. I love him so much, I am so in love with him. I cannot wait until he is home!
And ya know what? It's midnight. That means it's Monday, May 9. It also means it's 29 days until Thomas comes.
Less than one month.
Then it's the rest of {forever}.
yeah!! i am soooo happy about this! :)
ReplyDeleteIt was Mothers Day, I bet that alone fills you with anticipation of being a Mommy! :)
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